LiVe To LoVe <3 LoVe To LiVe

Im gunna miss herrrrrrrrrrr

2005-05-28T02:28:36Z

Cortney left for arizona todayyy! :(
im gunna miss her sooooo much!
she's one of my bestest friends! and
i havent really hung out with her alot lately
so i feel bad! :( aww i love you coco!
ur my girlll! :)

I SAW STAR WARS! :) AKA THE GREATEST MOVIE ALIVE!
I FINALLY UNDERSTAND IT!! :) YESSS
I LOVE CHEWBACA! AND YODA!
MAY THE FORCE BE WITH YOU YOUNG JEDI!!!!!! :)

But whatevvvv.
Im most deff over that loser now!
just alot of stuff has happend! and i dont need that!

I found a new boyyyyyyy
:) :) :)
im so exciteddddddd. i actually think this
one will work out pretty good! so yay!! :D

im leaving for orlando in the morning!
hittin that up with my girl kerri hegnar!
duhh! :) so that should be tyte.
but gotta go catch some zZzZzZz's..
havent gotten much of that lately!!

are you gunna miss me?!?!?! :)

aww :(

2005-05-21T14:08:54Z

CLASS OF 05 I LOVE YOU GUYS SO MUCH!! :) IM GUNNA MISS YALL! :(

Well yesterday was pretty sweet. didnt go to school..
went to the beach instead. it was pretty tyte.
alot of ppl were up there. :) I saw aloooot of my old
friends! :) MATT RAT! lol. luv ya boy! even tho u sweattt me! duhh. lol.

But then i went to graduation.. cried the whole way there..
the whole time i was there.. and the whole way home..
:(
CHRIS WRIGHT. JARED JOHNSON. NICK HEATH. DREW RICKS.
PJ2. QUETTA. VICKY!!!! JOHN COOK. i love you guys sooooo much!
you guys all made me cry!! :( but whatevvvvvvv.

My new kitty died. :( so im upset about that...
but yeah whatevv. im goin to the beach now. so peaceeeeeeeeee

i love you ashton whitley! ur my pride and joy! fo sho!
jessica hardwick- ur my girl! i love you!

:)

2005-05-14T04:34:18Z

i have a new kitty.
ahhhhhhhhhhh
im so happy! :) Its only 2 weeks old! hehe.
i havent thought of a name yet tho..
so help me out!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

i love ashton whitley with all my heart!
<3333333333
BF4L!!!
fo sho. lol.

:)

2005-04-28T22:43:47Z

WeLlLlLl.. I havent updated this bad boy in awhile..
Lifes pretty freaking sweet.. im hanging out with all my
old friends again.. :) yAy!
IM SOOO OVER NICK! i dont need a guy who treats me like that..
and i already like someone else.. lol. i sound like sucha
slut. but what the heck.. he already has another girlfriend!
so no big deal.. :)
But im soooo happy with this guy.. he makes me happy.. :)
hehe. i feel like sucha lil girl. lol.
OMGOSH..I DONT KNOW WHAT I WOULD DO WITHOUT MY FRIENDS!!
I LOVE YOU GUYS SOOOOOOOOOO MUCH!
aShToN wHiTlEy.. you are seriously like my bestest friend..
ur my pride and joy! our kids.. lol. nick dutcher and
thomas robinson. haha. sweeeeeeeeeeeeet.
bUt YeAhHh!
my mom got fired.. So she said i had to get a job...
so yeahhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhhh idk about that one..
Lets see.. ive been pretty busy lately..
hanging out with kerri h. ashton. hutch. and the boys.
going to the baseball games! i love baseball!
its so flippin awesome! i love my lil chewbaca!
hahahaha. ashton!
well idk.. im bored.. and about to go. so peace out yo.

VIEW OUT! :P

xolilmeggiexo @ 2005-04-15T16:06:00

2005-04-15T20:07:06Z

Wellllllllllllllll
me and nick broke up..
and life fucking sucks.
so fuck you.

oHhHh yEaH

2005-04-08T22:20:06Z

Im so happy with the way
things are right now....
Nick got his license yesterday
:) im so excited! we hung out
today after school. we washed his
car. and had a water fight. :)
i love him sooo freaking much!
Ugh. its been raining alot lately.
i hate the rain. its so depressing.
Proms coming up.. its gunna be so tyte.
Everybody wants to go to freaking
barnhills for dinner. but idk yet.
but im stoked about that.
Tomorrow hittin up the beach.. with
dustin brandon jeff malcom and a few
other ppl. maybe. theres a surf comp.
so aka hott boys everywhere!!!!!!!!!!
sike.. gotta boyfriend. but yeah. its gunna
be tyte. i cant wait.
but yeah.. nicks on his way over.. so
lAtEr DaYs.

i <3 cameron craig!
and jessica freaking hardwick!
i miss you jess.

xolilmeggiexo @ 2005-04-02T18:57:00

2005-04-03T00:04:46Z

Yesterday was pretty cool.
I hung out with chalsea
nick jay susie & danny.

We were suppose to go to
the fair.. but it
RaInEd. sIgH.

So we just went to
my fav. resteraunt
EVER! ruby tues.!! :)

Then we went to the movies..
Saw hitch. it was pretty
funny. i guess.
The q tip! hahaha.

And ofcourse.. we say by
one of those annoying old ppl
we laughs for no reason. and
repeats everything.
So nick and jay were rolling
on the ground laughing. lol.

But yeah- Spring break is like
almost over.. tomorrows the
last day! :(:(

But i had alot of fun!! :)

I love nicholas robinson!
so flippin much!

HmMm..

2005-03-31T23:58:57Z

Went to the beach
With my girl chalsea.

It was oh so fun!
scorching hot.

Saw so many ppl.
Hung out with E-TOWN.
aka. E-UNIT!!
pretty sweet.
SIKE!

Snuck in a pool..
Got locked in..
Tried to hop a fence..
I went pee in the pool..
:)

juSt kiSS aWay my teaRs anD telL me itS aLL goiNg to bE oKay.

2005-03-28T22:14:54Z

Don't get me wrong..
i love having someone there
all the time.. and who actually
cares about me.. but i just dont
know anymore.
i miss the way things use to be.
But im just so happy with the way
things are now..
im so darn confused!!!!!

hes the only one who can make me smile

2005-03-25T23:14:44Z

WeLl..
ITS SPRING BREAK!!
Im soo freaking excited
hittin up daytona this week.
dannnnng.
hung out with hutch nicholas and jason
last night. it was tyte.
we went to hooters!
it was so tyte.
we wanna work there..
we went to the park!!
hehe. :)
and got lost in a scary nigg neighborhood.
wow. thought i was gunna get shot.
hmmmm.. well..
nick bought the prom tickets.
im so excited
me whit and hutch are gunna be
doin it big prom night.
then hittin up the condo afterwards.
haha.
went to my babys baseball game yesterday
it was me whit and mel
it was pretty tyte.
got good grades on my report card.
so pretty stoked about that.
well cortneys coming over tonite.
we might hit up a party with mr chris hobbs
or we might just have a girls night..
and talk about stuff..
wow.
i cant ask for a better life...
i use to get in trouble ALLLLL the time..
cuz of the ppl i was hanging out with!!
but life is fucking AMAZING now!!
We are all gunna go play laser tag tomorrow
i think..
its boys vs. girls. lol.
so i cant wait! i love laser tag.
lol wow. loser.

well gotta go..........

::tHeReS sO mUcH tHaT hAs To Be SaId::

2005-03-21T20:32:06Z

dear tummy,
i'm sorry for all of the butterflies..
i SWEAR it's not my fault.. it's HIS..

aWwWwWw..

-School = AMAZING
i have such good grades!!
ahhh.
and i havent skipped in like decades.
so yay.
-love life has never been better
im so happy that i met this guy
:)
I dont kno what i would do w/out him
when im with him i dont care about anything
else.. and it seems like we've known eachother
for like 43758923745 years.
We act exactly the same. its kinda creepy.
ahh.. i think im in love!!
:) :) :)
but anyways..
-Had sucha wonderful day
-i couldnt stop laughing today..
i thought i was gunna die
-in 5th period mike did this cowboy dance
haha. and the guys were making out in the air..
lol. hopefully they dont really kiss
like that. lol. ashton!!
-omgosh i freaking love whit and hutch!
those are my girls!! dannng.
T TOTAL TURBO TURTLE TANNING! lol.
-omgosh.. drew ricks almost faught
jermey f. today!! over a freaking
lunch table.. how gay is that?!?!?!
-My baby came and ate lunch with me today..
hahahaha. mike *handicapped kid* told me his dream
it was amazing.. lol. i love that kid!!
SPRING BREAK IS GUNNA BE SOOOOOOO FREAKING
TYTE!!

Well im going tanning.. so ill talk to u guys later

xOxO

dannnng

2005-03-19T17:48:54Z

-jUsT wOkE uP
-sTiLl tIrEd
-eAtInG sPaGhEtTi o'S
wElL lEtS sEe..
-jOhN lOsT hIs CaR
-hE wAs GoInG 85 oN
tHe bUcKmEn. :P
-iTs BeEn CoLd As cRaP
-HuNg OuT wItH mY bAbY & mY
bOy FrItZ yEsTERdAy
-sO tHaT wAs TyTe...
-wE wEnT tO tHe MaLl
-I sAw mY bOy MaT rAt..
dAaNnGg i LoVe ThAt KiD :)
-I sAw StEfAnIe ToO..
-eRiC bOgGs WaS tHeRe
-tRYInG tO bE a BaDaSs & cAlLeD
mE a WhOrE.. nIcK wAs AbOuT tO bEaT hIs
aSs.. nO bIg dEaL..
-wE wEnT tO tArGeT.. sAw eDdIe
-wEnT tO wAlMaRt.. sAw d ChAsE
wE cHeCkEd OuR bLoOd PrEsSuRe
aNd I dIdNt hAvE a PuLsE.. lOl.

wElL iTs A bEaUtIfUl DaY.. sO iM
gUnNa Go TaN..

xOxO

i LoVe yOu JeSsIcA hArDwIcK!!!! :):)

uHhHh...

2005-03-17T19:38:29Z

MEGHAN:
by mike cocozzo

Meghan, the heart of
my soul for she is the
warmth when i am cold.

The smiggin of light-
in a dark hole which-
is my life.

No matter how hard-
we fight i cant help-
the fact that one day-
she will be my wife.

lol. aww. mike wrote that for me today..

wOw..

2005-03-13T21:55:40Z

Friday:
-School
-Xtreem volleyball tournament
-Hung out with john and brian
-Went to texas roadhouse
-Saw my baby there! :)
-Mall
-Went home
-watched beauty and the beast
-faught with cam cam
-talked to my baby
-Few people came over

SAturday:
-Woke up early
-Mall
-Target
-Hung out with john
-Went to my babys
-Sports authority
-Albertsons
-Went to sams..
he wasnt home
-Church
-Went to my babys
-Came home
-Talked to my baby
-Went to bed

Sunday:
-Woke up
-Church practice
-Til freaking 2
-John picked my up
-We went to the avenues
-Got lost. lol.
-Went to my gpas

Dont have school tomorrow.. so yay. might go to the beach.
but idk.

awwww

2005-03-12T00:33:20Z

-Well today was pretty freaking amazing
It was pretty gay tho
when like my two bestest friends
are being gay to me
Cam says im to "cool" for him now.
and sam called me a hoe today..
cuz i said me and ryan
were gunna get married.
but whatevvvvvv.
-Theres a show sunday..
everyone should go!!!
-Aww my baby made me
lunch yesterday
it was sooooooo cute
he made me a sandwich..
and wrote a note on a lil napkin
*which had beauty and the beast on it*
pretty freaking sweet.
-O MY GOSH!!
John cook has a date!!!!
im so proud of him!! =)
i love you john!! <33
-uHhHh.
-i saw the 2 most amazing girls today
freaking caitlyn sasdkfjasdfla
*lol inside joke*
and danielle hartman!!
- i missed them soo freakin much!
-Tonight im gunna hang out with christopher hobbs
aka the most amazing guy ever.
-And tomorrow i get to hang out with my
baby!! YAY! FINALLY! =)

WEll g2g. later days...

danng dude.

2005-03-08T19:45:10Z

hes the onlyy o n e who
can make me [s m i L e]
when tears are runnin
down my [cheeks].

WELL..

Today was pretty good
it was windy as crap
got to school freaking early
john picked me up at like 6:30 lol
uhh
i freaking love nick robinson!! =)
i found something out about
mr christopher hobbs today
hes GROSS!!
but i love that guy to death!! <333
Pretty gay i didnt get to hang out with
wyatt and cam cam the other day
so im kinda bummed about that
i hung out with the love of my life
cortney cruickshank yesterday
i miss her so much!!
haha. today i fell out of my chair.
it was quit amazing.
aww my mom ruined my rhs baseball sweatshirt
so nicks kinda mad at me.
but o well. he gave me his other one..
which is like an extra freaking large!!
its cold in my house
and im sooo hungry
im gunna beat the crap out of ally forbis
that girl talks so much shit
wow
haha. chris daniels and i have a fighting club
its pretty freaking sweet.
omgosh!! my legs hurt sooooooooo bad!!
im trying to get in shape for spring break
and i did leg exercises.. lol. and now my legs
REALLY hurt
but w/e. it dont faze me. lol =P

xolilmeggiexo @ 2005-03-06T10:50:00

2005-03-06T16:06:49Z

Whenever you're with me i feel so happy inside
all my fears are gone n my heart comes alive
wit just one kiss and one single touch
i realize how i love you so much

Aww. i love you nicholas robinson!! =)

-Woke up at 10
Tired as crap
-Didnt get to go to the show last night
*sIgH*
-Out of no where Eric Boggs calls me
So we're cool again.. i guess
-Hung out with Sam last night
-Went to sonic.
-Got a hot fudge sundae.. yum
It was tyte.
-Went out to eat with the family
-Whataburger
-yummmmmmmmm....
-i miss my baseball boy.
-Havent talked to him all weekend.
=(
-Dont know what im doing today
-Might get a haircut
-Or GO TO TARGET.
aka the best store ever.
-Im eating pancakes right now
-Its cold
-Might not go to school tomorrow
yay.
-My dads moving
See.. my dad lived in alabama
cuz my parents are divorced
so he moved back to spend time
with me and my brothers
but now hes moving back to alabama
for a job.. and b/c we dont spend time together
b/s but whatever. it dont faze me
hes just running away from his
problems again.. no big deal..

<333333

2005-03-05T18:16:19Z

-Love can move you take you deeper every time
Can make the darkest moments seem like heaven's come alive
Love can move you to a place inside your heart
Where you can fear no evil and acceptance is a natural part of life.

-Life is amazing :)
-Show tonight
-Hanging out with wyatt today
Should be fun
-Woke up had pancakes
-Watched Cartoons
-Schools GREAT
-Im in love <33
-Life couldnt be better
-Went to Baseball game yesterday
-Quit fun
-Me and Jesse painted our nails hehe.
-I love my baseball boy :)

xolilmeggiexo @ 2005-02-20T18:19:00

2005-02-20T23:24:46Z

daaaaaaaaaaannnnggg!! this weekend has been amazing!!

Friday was kinda gay at first.. i was suppose to go camping.. but change of plans.. i hung out with the guys!! :)

me and cam got in a lil argument.. over something really stupid..dumb tyler garcia.. i hate that kid!! ugh!!

but i love you cam cam!! u r my bestest bestest bestest frrrriiieeennnddd!! hahaha.

Saturday was a bumm day.. i stayed home and watched beauty and the beast with the family. haha. and we ordered CHINESE FOOD! chicken lo mein. haha. my favorite!!

and today freaking nicholas woke me up.. and i went out to eat with him and his family.. then we all went to the movies..we saw coach carter.. it was kinda boring.. cuz ive seen it before.. but still i was with my baby :) his lil sis is the cutiest!!!! aww i love her to death!!

but yeah.. im like bored 4000 now! i think im suppose to go to the zoo tomorrow.. but im not sure if i wanna go anymore..

i might even hang out with cam cam!! :) yay! haha. wow.

but g2g.

later days! :)

<333333333

2005-02-18T00:18:23Z

Well today was wonderful :)

i went to my babys baseball game.. it was alot of fun!! haha me and the guys were checking him out when he was running.. dannng. that badunkadunk. haha. wow.

anyways.. today was kinda weird.. i felt like crap like all morning.. idk why tho..

i have like a crap load of homework.. ugh! so i have to do that..

cam cam has to get surgery:( :(

im so sad!! hes gunna be out of school for like a month.. im gunna go with him tho.. so its all good.. i love my lil cam cam with all my freaking heart!!

aww i cant wait til tomorrow!! im going to my babys house... and hes cooking me dinner.. how tyte is that..haha. and the parentals with be out of town.. so dang.. gunna do it big!! haha. wow.

well hey im at the gpas house.. hes sick.. so im gunna go spend time with him..

i love you all oh so much!! :)

jessica hardwick i freaking love you!! :)

i love samuel thomas gaslin!! hes one of my bestestest friends in the whole wide world.. and i miss him so much!! :) we never hang out anymore!! god.. hes just to cool for me!!!!!!!

Dannngg dude!

2005-02-15T22:02:24Z

Yeah so pretty much i had a fucking amazing day.. :)

Nick wrote me a poem.. aww. he makes me feel like a princess. :) i love this kid to death! :)

Im suppose to be making him dinner this weekend.. hmm i dont kno about that one :\

It was very chilly outside.. well until after school.. then i was about to die from a heat stroke..

Ahh. i have to go to nick's baseball game tomorrow! but i have to leave early cuz i have some dumb church play practice thing to go to.. how gay is that?!?!! i didnt even wanna be in it.. my mom volunteered me.

danng pretty gay she would do that..

yEaH.. so im pretty much the coolest girl alive.. haha.

i <3 my life right now! seriously.. like nothings wrong..

Im talking to all my old friends again.. not getting in trouble.. i have an amazing boyfriend.. and im getting a car soon. how sweet is that?!?!

Aww. my lil cam cam stayed home sick today. his back hurts! i hope you feel better cameron michael craig! BF4L!! :)

well right now.. im at the meehans.. and im about to go home. so ill talk to u cool cats later.

Freaking Valentines Day!! :) <3

2005-02-14T20:33:07Z

hApPy *VaLeNtInEs* DaY eVeRyBodY!! :)

This has been the best valentines day ever.. :)

I have a hott ass boyfriend..

I got balloons.. flowers.. a teddy bear.. candy.. :)

But dang guys!! Today has been freaking *aMaZiNg* And later on me and the bf are going out to eat then either going to my house or his.. so im excited about that.. we're going to get chinese! since thats like our favorite food in the world!! :)

I really want some starbucks right now.. a white chocolate moca frap. dang! sounds so good. :)

Some people are so dumb.. why do you have to talk shit? if you have a freaking problem with someone.. just show them the fade and get on with your life..dAnG gOt Um' hAhA.

i ReAlLy miss my lil britt brat. haha. :( she was like the love of my life.. haha :)

Dannnng. im about to go out to eat with the family.. i think maybe to ruby tuesdays on somethin like that.. yummmmmmmy. :)

♥

2005-02-08T23:34:18Z

dannnnng dude!!!

aww school is amazing..

love life is amazing!! <3 i like nick!!! hehe.

uhh welll today me keri and traci went on a boat with justin matt and donni. it was amazing.. keri was acting like shes never seen water before... lol.. it was amazing..

awww valentines day is coming up!! and i have a valentine!! who will actually get stuff for me!! unlike someone i went out with.. lol. wow RIDING!!

uhh dang dude. i love my freaking life!!

omg.. freaking johns car broke down on the way to school this morning. and then we were late and i had to be in ISS all freaking morning.. b/c other ppl had FCAT. but w/e

well gunna go..

madd love dude..

dooooooooood

2005-01-27T19:21:48Z

TODAY WAS FREAKING AMAZING!!!

OMG!! I MET A BOY! TEHEHE. HE'S SERIOUSLY THE MOST AMAZING GUY IN THE WORLD!!

<3

ahhh rere's

2004-12-30T09:37:06Z

oh my lord. i havent updated this bad boy in aloooong ass time.

hmm. well lets see...right now im over at keri's hizzouse!!! aka my gIrLfRiEnD! aHh. lol. anyways. uhh. today i woke up around 5 in the afternoon. and took a shower!! and then went to starbucks! it was amazing!!! then came back to keris and called tyler fucking garcia. so he came over. and so did keegan mark and some quinn guy. but they were so fucking funny. but anyways after that tyler punched me in the stomach. so me and him got in a lil WWF wrestling match thing. haha. of course i won cuz im the man. and then we all went up to mc d's. i love mc d's. its the best. and me and keri get MaD hook ups dooooooode. hahaha. u kno how we do. do it big den' haha. jk. anywhooo..its like 4:30 in the morning. and everyones asleep. geez. what losers.

uhh. im never drinking again!! gosh. on christmas i got like shit face drunk over at keri's house and i threw up like 10 times. but it was soo cute cuz keri was acting like a mom and taking care of me!! hehe thanks girlfriend! and andrean. *i think thats how u spell his name* but anyways. he cuddled with me all night and took care of me and held my hand and stuff. it was soooo adorable!! i love him so much!!!

today is keri's birthday!! happy bday keri!! :)...its my party and ill cry if i want toooooooo!!

haha me and keri are superheroes!!! L!! it stands for LoVe! lol.

im so upset. my 2 bestestest friends in the whole wide world are gone!!! they left me!! :( cameron michael craig and cortney christina cruickshank!! i miss you guys oh so much!!!

well lets see...school is amazing. im getting good grades. and i like all my classes. the love life is pretty amazing too! im still single. but u kno how we do. ha. but i still love it! i dont let it faze me. brush ur shoulders off. haha. im jk!!

but ok..im gunna go watch some quality television. so ill try to update more often..

meghan fucking fraser bitch!! <3

omg. jessica hardwick! i love you so much!! i miss you!! :(

Steph- i miss you!!!